oh also, saw my crazy haitian grandma yesterday oh my lord she made me eat a big thing of macaroni and cheese from whole foods x) she told me all these colleges here in the city and i kind of just nodded as if deadlines werent already up and i totally want to stay in nyc for school (lol.)

another highlight was the god stuff. she was like “look at de sky! de oceans! de ribers! how do you need more proof?! look at the brilliant people! who do you think gave them a brain?” and im sitting there like, dude…i think they got the brain as cells generated in the womb. 

and i wanted to tell her, i do think that there are spirits and weird planes of energy that we can’t really access and stuff like that, but she’d probably just be like ~ wtf are you talking about say the lord’s prayer with me ~

merp. 

today i saw my friend ben and went to therapy and wished i could buy some stuff that i want (as for need, i just have to go get a few filter cartridges for the fish). and that was about it. which is totally cool with me.