today i thought more about spaying/neutering, how easy it is to do, and how disappointing it is that there are so many cats and dogs out there who aren’t. it’s especially sad that the places where there are the most strays are the places where it’s not about to get fixed anyways - the people don’t even have insurance, or a nice house, or an abundance of food for their OWN children. and where are they about to find a vet and the money for that? even though it’d improve their lives - no more baby animals to beg for food, less fleas around, etc.

blah. also thought about the weather and how disappointing it is. and then i thought about other places it’s supposed to be colder than it is. like the arctic…and then i thought about how we want to fucking drill for oil there when we don’t know how to clean oil up from the icy waters WE BARELY TOOK CARE OF THE GULF for goodness sake… oy. 

then i thought about how much i complain about shit like that, and how im poor and shit. idk. when there are so many nice things in the world. they’re just not as frequent as they should be. it’s crazy how much we changed the planet in so little time. i always compare our time here on earth (as a species) to the very last few lines of the ending credits in a movie (the beginning of the credits is like the cenozoic era perhaps but im not sure)